My way to Rerik was very emotional, as so many people talked to me. The first man started the conversation with the sentence: "I am diagonzed with cancer and I have since years suicide thoughts, but now they hit me every day" and than he showed me his arms, full of cuttings. The second man met me with his bike. His first sentence was: "3 month ago I took my bike to ride to the baltic sea to ride away from my suicide. The third person was a woman who accompanied me for more than an hour and we got into a deep conversation about life, depression and suicide. All those persons touched my heart and it was sometimes very difficult. Of course I think about: What to say? .... I decided to follow once more my heart and my feelings in this very moment and this was the right thing to do. I really hope, that I could give them at least a bit of hope. I really pray for that. Two days later, I met Roswitha and her husband, who came to Rerik to met me again. So we spent an entire afternoon together and exchanged our experiences, hopes and sights of living. Thank you so much for that. It was amazing and touched me a lot.